Episode Transcript
[00:00:00] Welcome to the school of the Holy Spirit. We shine the light of Jesus over you, we sprinkle his blood on you and wash you with the water of his word. Lord, forgive us of our sins as we forgive those who have trespassed against us. Holy Spirit, send forth your flames of fire ministering spirits, your angels, to minister to all the listeners. May the eyes of your understanding be enlightened so that you may know the limitless love of the Father in Christ Jesus. For you.
[00:00:39] Of the Scriptures and etymology. So anyway, when I was, when, when I went through deliverance, there was a point where, you know, I, I was dealing with a double minded or split personality or splitting of myself. And so it's like some of the things where you're like, wait a minute, I don't think I would have something like that. Sometimes you kind of surprise at yourself, but it's actually a blind spot that I didn't even realize that that would be an issue.
[00:01:08] And so I looked at some scriptures and automatically we get to see several scriptures. One comes to mind that most of you probably already know is James 1 and 8. He says he is a double minded man and unstable in all his ways. Right? There's another one says, draw near to God and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double minded.
[00:01:32] And in Psalms 119, 113, it says, I hate the double minded, but I love your law.
[00:01:39] And I read that almost every other day or whatever in Psalms 119 is pretty long. But that part right there, it says, I hate the double minded, but I love your law.
[00:01:50] And this is David reading. Then you're like thinking, wait a minute, what does that mean exactly?
[00:01:56] What are we talking about here? This is very serious.
[00:02:00] I hate the double minded, but I love your law.
[00:02:03] So there's something about a double minded person or double minded man that the Lord despises.
[00:02:13] And so when we're looking at this, we're saying, okay, wait a minute, what is actually the word double minded?
[00:02:20] And so when you look at it in the King James Version, there's, in the Old Testament, I think there's one occurrence in there and it's The Hebrew word 5586, it's called.
[00:02:34] You only see it in that one spot in Psalms 119, but I'm pretty sure you probably find it somewhere else, probably in a. It's being used in a different context. But I only looked for that one scripture because we only had a couple of people do the the testimony. So that's all I got. But that's enough for me. I, I don't need a lot.
[00:02:57] And when you look at that, it says divided in mind.
[00:03:00] Skeptic or thought or divided in thought.
[00:03:04] And then when you look at it again in another dictionary, that was the Strong's Concordant. When you look at it into the Brown's driver Briggs, it's the same numbers, H5586. It says ambivalent. I don't even know what that is. But from understanding Latin, emb. Amb. Ambidextrous, that means like two. So two ways ambivalent, Divided.
[00:03:32] Right. Half hearted.
[00:03:34] All right, we can see that already that it's a divided person. It's a person come like, like kind of like a divergent, you know, somebody that's split into two ideas, two ways, two things.
[00:03:45] And, and that's the only thing that we have in the Old Testament.
[00:03:49] Now let's look at the New Testament. There's like four occurrences. There's two of them where it talks about double and then the other two is talk about minded. But in both of the cases it's actually talking about a double minded man or double minded person.
[00:04:03] Right, I'm going to read those to you. And the Greek word is actually this or dip, sucho, succo. So the word suko or suke is actually soul. That's where we get the word soul.
[00:04:17] And so it looks like it's saying that this is somebody that is divided in spirit, divided in soul.
[00:04:24] Two spirited, that is vacillating an opinion or purpose or double minded.
[00:04:32] And when you look at the Thayer definition, it says that it's wavering and uncertain and doubting, divided in interest.
[00:04:40] And so there's a couple of scriptures I looked up again as well. And we're going to kind of get rid of this so that I can start flowing. And when you begin to look at the other word, we're unstable. So now you're thinking, well let me look at unstable. What word does it show that? So there's Genesis 49 and 4 where you see where in those of you that know the book of Genesis, you have surveyed it and you studied it, you know that in that chapter 49 is where Jacob, as he was leaving, he was blessing and cursing his kids.
[00:05:16] And, and so he was, you know, releasing his spiritual inheritance for them. And it was 12 of them, should have been 13, but his 12 sons.
[00:05:26] And as he was praying for them, this is what he said to one of them. And you're going to guess who that is. And I believe that was Reuben. He was the first. So you know, he was the first to supposed to get the birthright. But of course, if you're in the school of the priest, you know that the birthright was divided, the dominion part went to Judah and the double portion went to Joseph. That's why you have the extra tribes. You have Manasseh and then his other son, can't remember his name now, but anyway. And so then you have the Lyrical or the Levites. They ended up getting the priesthood in that whole division thing. But before that it was only, you know, the authority was on one person.
[00:06:15] But when he got to Reuben, he said, unstable is water.
[00:06:18] You shall not excel because you went up to your Father's bed. Then you defiled it. He went up to my couch.
[00:06:26] So that, that's basically a curse really if you think about it. Psalm 82, 5. And he says, then do not know.
[00:06:32] They do not know, nor do they understand.
[00:06:35] They walk about in darkness. All the foundations of the earth are unstable.
[00:06:40] I'm not going to really touch that. We're just going to read that next one. Proverbs 5, 6. Lest you ponder her paths of life, her ways are unstable. You do not know them.
[00:06:51] You go to James 1:8. He is a double minded man, unstable in all his ways. We read that one second Peter 2:14, having eyes full of adultery. Now you can connect Genesis 49, Psalms 82 and what we read earlier, saying that in second Peter 2:14 and he's talking about having eyes full of adultery and that cannot cease from sin in touching unstable souls.
[00:07:20] So here we see the word unstable in souls. Together they have heart, trained in covetous practices, and are cursed children.
[00:07:31] We're going to talk about all that stuff later. Second Peter 3:16, as also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things, in which are some things hard to understand, which untaught an unstable people twist to their own destructions as they do also the rest of the Scriptures.
[00:07:50] So basically, what am I trying to get to here?
[00:07:56] Well, I'm going to read something to you that I wrote and I already have it pulled up already a couple of days ago.
[00:08:05] And this is I'm writing some chapters in a spiritual warfare book or something like that. And since I've been using that as an example in my course the Scribal tribe, I just started writing on spiritual warfare.
[00:08:22] And I want you to just listen to this and then we will release the rest.
[00:08:29] So listen to this.
[00:08:34] Split heart is the chapter. It says One of the main reasons that one could be compromised in focus is a man with a split heart. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways. I have read about inner healing and really never experienced it until now. I began to see that sometimes there is such a thin line between inner healing and deliverance. In some cases it's like one of those cat balls you see with all the entanglement to everything. You don't know where a personality disorder or demon begins. You just see these things being amalgamated together and corroborating together to sabotage your successes at every turn. Some day or some may love the Lord with all but not all their compartments of their hearts. I see that all is the entire body of the heart, not one chamber. When we lock doors to areas of our hearts to different people, we also inadvertently close the doors for the Lord to access.
[00:09:34] We don't even realize this. It's not that we initially want to close our hearts to the Lord. It's just that we lie to ourselves that it's only to the specific individuals who has caused us pain and suffering.
[00:09:49] We are not saying to open your heart to trust those who have mistreated you or abused you. We are saying we need to remove these oaths and promises and unforgivenesses and complicated relationship from being entangled with our hearts.
[00:10:07] These become splinters of our personalities that can cause us to be unstable because we no longer have focus.
[00:10:15] There has to be a new commitment to the body of Christ which will enable us to, especially the leaders to have a practice of discipleship. Now this, I preached that the other day, so I'm not going to read that.
[00:10:27] So basically what I'm saying is that sometimes we need people to reveal to us blind spots that we have in our hearts. And then the other thing is, is that we need to also look into our soul.
[00:10:46] And you know, the soul is your tripartite being. When you look at the scriptures that we look at, it's 1st, 1st Thessalonians 5, 23, right? And 1st Thessalonians 5:23 says that be he complete whole in your spirit, your soul and your body.
[00:10:59] Now I discovered a while back, and this was by the Lord, I didn't hear nobody teaching on it. I've read this scripture and some of you have read the scripture so many times, just as I have.
[00:11:11] But I have never really saw this.
[00:11:17] Not until now. But it's been a while now. It's been a lot of years. But as I began to study more, I actually understood what the writer of Hebrews was talking about in Hebrews 4:12. I know we always talk about, oh the, the word of God is living and powerful and sharper than any two edged sword piercing even the division of the soul and spirit and the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intent of the heart.
[00:11:40] And I'm thinking, okay, you know, when I memorized it back in 1999, you know, this had to deal with the word of God is a sharp sword. That's it. That's all I know, that's all I focus on.
[00:11:51] But I never realized that that's actually 1st Thessalonians 5:23.
[00:11:56] That's exactly what that is. Because this writer, some say it's Paul, some say is Priscilla, some say it's whoever. There's a whole bunch of different things. But anyway, when you look at that, you actually understand that this individual was actually also subdividing the parts of the spirit, the part of the soul and the part of the body.
[00:12:24] Right? And we have talked about that before.
[00:12:27] Today we're not even going to talk about the intuition. We're not going to talk about communion, we're not going to talk about the conscious, as some people call that the fellowship or the communion part of it. We're not going to talk about that. What we need to focus on today is the soul.
[00:12:41] Because in the soul is where you have the thoughts and intents of the heart and then the body part is the joints and the marrow and things like that. And so there is this things that has to work together. Some of us are very fit. We're fit in the body.
[00:13:00] We can fast, we can run, we can do a lot of different things.
[00:13:05] And it doesn't bother us because we may have good genetics, we may maybe took care of our bodies. And then there's some of us, maybe our spirit is strong and we can exert spiritual power and strength and strengthen ourselves in the inner man. And we can pray in tongues for hours and we can, we could do a lot of this and the presence of the Lord can, can just flow out, out of the rivers of living waters and all that.
[00:13:30] But then there is a place where all these things kind of begin to get complicated.
[00:13:36] And that's where the soul.
[00:13:40] And this is even why we see the Lord Jesus talking to his bride and he says that he's washing the bride with the water of his word. And we pray that a lot.
[00:13:51] And we really don't understand it to the, to that point that every day you take a shower, most of you I guess every day you immerse yourself.
[00:14:04] Every day you should die daily. Every day you should wash yourself with the water of the Word.
[00:14:11] Why? Because your soul is in need of the cleansing process. Just like a priest before they would enter into the holy place to work for the Lord. Because there's no sin seating. There's no chairs in the tabernacle or in the temple per se. For the priests that work because they're working in there.
[00:14:32] The only chairs that you see is in the heavenly places. And that's where Jesus is sitting. So that is means that he's done his work, he's done his part heated, and that means it's a place of authority. And he's not moving, he's not going anywhere. But for us, we're not sitting. We are supposed to be working and ministering for the Lord. Ministering to the Lord. As we minister to the Lord, then we can minister to other people. But the thing about it is that in order for us to go in, it says that man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceed out of God's mouth. So we can actually change that whole wording because the wording can be a little bit confusing in prioritization.
[00:15:11] Basically, it's saying that in order for you to live, you need to eat food, natural food. But in order for you to live live, you need to eat from the word of God.
[00:15:28] That means that the food of the spiritual realm is required, but the soul part area is intricately in between the spirit and the body. Remember, how the soul is actually created is an interface.
[00:15:49] So for those of you that are technologically inclined, you would understand what an interface is. It's like this. A mouse, a keyboard is not part of the computer. The monitor is not part of the computer. It is what allows you to interact with the internal of the computer, where the CPU is the hard drive and the memory and all that stuff.
[00:16:08] And so just as I've, you know, taught before on the principles of the souls or the principles of a tripartite being, because we're made in the image of God. You can actually see that when you look at a vehicle, the vehicle is not the person.
[00:16:25] There's somebody behind that wheel. That person is the spirit person, the spirit man.
[00:16:32] And then inside of that vehicle there is a radio, there's a gps. That is the soul realm.
[00:16:40] So when the Lord breathed his spirit in, man, right when he breathed upon that clay flesh, what happened is the soul was formed.
[00:16:53] It was formed out of the necessity.
[00:16:55] So they could be an interpreter and a translator, meaning that it has to be a screen. You can't see your mouse on your computer unless you have a screen. You can't input anything in your computer unless you have a keyboard. You can't touch the inside of that unless you have that. And so there's an interface. And so the soul is one of those that is in between two worlds. That's why when you wake up, as we studied in the. In SOP 2, in Dreams and Visions, that when you wake up, you're actually in two realms all at once.
[00:17:25] And your soul has the ability to access the spiritual realm and understand things quickly. That's why you got to review your dreams while you're waking, because you're in the two realms right at once.
[00:17:38] And that's when the Lord would actually speak, even better and easier to understand.
[00:17:44] So as I just laid this foundation, I just want you to understand where the soul is at.
[00:17:48] And so if the soul has memories and traumas and things in there, that causes a splitting, meaning that there is a separate compartment that you have caged in ideas and thoughts and you have forgotten things or you have suppressed emotions and things like that in there because of a lack of a relationship with a father or rejection of a mother or whatever that you want to put in there that is not normal, that other people maybe may not have experienced, or maybe you have experienced some traumas or whatever it is in some kind of ways.
[00:18:29] That place is sealed, but we're thinking that it's sealed because of the fact that, well, we don't need to revisit this area because this is a memory that I really don't want to look at because it hurts.
[00:18:40] But we don't understand that as we do that. What happens is that whole, the soul, soul itself, you're supposed to be complete. What whole? That's what 1st Thessalonians 5:23 says. You're supposed to be whole, complete.
[00:18:52] But if you have that area secluded and isolated, you're actually keeping it away from Jesus himself. In a sense, you're keeping it away from your family, you're keeping it away from other people.
[00:19:04] And you have to come into confrontation with that area so that it comes whole, because that area is needed. It's like almost as part of your body. It's like you're saying to your body, okay, I'm not going to use my left arm and my left hand. I'm only going to use my right.
[00:19:21] But do you know how many things you can do with just one hand? Not a lot. And so. But you need both. And so this is what you're doing. It's like there is a capacity.
[00:19:32] Imagine you have two sides of the brain and you're only using one side.
[00:19:37] This is what is happening when you have a split in your soul. And some people will say split personality, a split heart. And that's why it says an unstable man is.
[00:19:48] Or a double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
[00:19:53] And so we could see how it even goes together with adultery.
[00:19:58] Because you're split. You're not focused on one person, on one spouse. You're thinking that this or you're thinking that. And an idea is pulling you from this place. Just like we see Reuben, they called him as unstable as water. That's exactly what that means.
[00:20:15] That you wave, you go from this direction. Today you're this and tomorrow you're like this and today you're this. And. But you don't know why.
[00:20:23] Why? Because. Because parts of you now are belonging to the people you have not forgiven. Or to the people that you have not let go. Or to the issues that you have placed such an importance that you have subjected, you have suppressed it.
[00:20:37] Now it's like your soul is going one direction and then another direction. And so whenever you're you, you get infronted or confronted with an idea or decision you have to do. You don't know where to go.
[00:20:48] Because you're saying, well, I could do this, I could do that.
[00:20:53] But the whole root of the problem is really not even the root.
[00:20:59] See, the root is something that's been growing for a while now. Follow this picture. This is revelation.
[00:21:07] You need to go back to the seed, the seed that was planted, the lies that was planted by the enemies with the other seeds. Just like the parable of the soar.
[00:21:20] There is where you need to go back.
[00:21:24] Take the seeds out, those seeds of lies that was implanted back in your life.
[00:21:35] Remove them, get them out.
[00:21:41] Yes, I know the scripture says the axe to the root and all this. And it talks about John and all that. But what I'm discovering is only the fire. And that's why we go through hard stuff.
[00:21:57] Because some things if they. If we don't go through, if we don't go through them, if we don't go through them, either by fire or winds or hurricanes, to uproot. Because that's what a tree gets uprooted. It's either get uprooted by a hurricane or some kind of constructions or something like that. Or as a fire comes in, that's the only way that these things can get out.
[00:22:22] But that takes a violent force. Violence takes it by force. Some of us, we don't allow for the Lord to come and do that violence on our lives because we're weak and we don't allow the fire to have its toll. But there's another way. What is the other way that is going through this here where you confront yourself and you allow other people to look in.
[00:22:55] Let me read to you something that I read wrote last night.
[00:23:00] And it's along the same lines the the glass half full.
[00:23:07] For some reason, I've always been a person who sees the glass half full rather than half empty.
[00:23:13] This has helped my emotions to be stable.
[00:23:16] I don't allow bad news to change my focus as much as possible.
[00:23:20] This is a practice we must all practice in order to stay on the road to success.
[00:23:25] I believe this is a function of the Holy Spirit as he comforts and edifies us throughout our daily life journey. We must learn to see things that in the perspective that God sees things. Why? Well, first and foremost is because that is the true reality of things.
[00:23:41] Every other opinions don't matter like the reality of God. We must learn to wear the lens of God's perspective. This is what will we called the truth. The truth is a person. This is why the scripture says I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
[00:23:59] It's actually healthy to think positive. To think positive. Most people who are always happy are less likely to develop health issues. Most health problems start in the soul realm, the mind, the emotion and the will.
[00:24:16] If we can guide ourselves to think by the Word of God, we will be better each day. This is called the washing of the water of the Word.
[00:24:26] It is an actual spiritual practice that produces daily spirit result or gains. We must learn to eat the Word as the Word of God says that man shall not live by bread alone, by only eating natural food, but by spiritual as well. The Word of God is spirit food for our inner man. We need our inner man to be strengthened so that he may make the correct spiritual life decisions.
[00:24:50] This requires resilience and focus of communion with God. Although this is not in the area of traditional spiritual warfare we would have in mind, but it's a legal type of warfare we do not realize we find ourselves in. Some of us are so focused on the demonic realms so much, we empower them with many abilities that they don't even have.
[00:25:10] When these things fall under the soul realms of personality disorders coupled with the demonic attachment, we don't war against the imagination in our minds, or we war with our imagination in our minds, but what makes the stronghold for which the enemies occupy. And therefore we end up losing the cycles of the battles.
[00:25:32] I have noticed that the tactics of the enemy is to have us focus on the fruits and the works or the results and the behaviors rather than the hidden roots.
[00:25:42] These roots are not the answers either. The seeds of traumas and memories are the keys. Once we find out the triggering is, these seeds cause another root to spring up and build a new fortress home for a demon to take residence. We now know how to dismantle the lies of the enemy in our lives from the most inconspicuous areas of our lives. This is when we begin to dismantle true negative strongholds in our minds. We can begin to clean up and comprehend our wounds and areas of vulnerabilities and weaknesses and propensities that arouses desires.
[00:26:18] We are in the root and seed level or infancy of the fallacies. It is easier to stop a seed from germinating than it is easy to uproot a tree. It takes a sacrifice of force and violence to remove a tree. Whether it is by fire or by wild winds. These later cases can happen with the power of God. God at crucial God appointed moments. These providential moments don't happen all the time.
[00:26:42] So I kind of read something wrong in there, as you guys noticed. But the war and the battle happens in the minds. But that's only the front of the battlefield.
[00:26:52] When you begin to start looking back and behind the scenes, you'll begin to see that what the enemy really does is a magic trick. He doesn't want you to see what the true strong will hold. All are. Remember we talked about this before, that the Holy Spirit had visited me once and he spoke to me about how we're thinking the strong man is some big demon or something that we see manifested in our life as this addiction or that or this or whatever it is.
[00:27:20] But usually it's not even that. It's actually something hidden in something so minute, something so small that you don't even realize that it's not even that. We're thinking, oh, it's lost. Or it's.
[00:27:32] It's this addiction to this drug or. Or it's this. But then when we go down into that ball, the cat ball, with all the winding and unwinding of the ropes and the. You know, we go down deep and we find the seed is actually something so small as maybe putting blame on other people or something so small. As not taking responsibility for your own actions. Or something so small, as feeling lonely or something so small as argumenting with people all the time and thinking you're always right or whatever. Or thinking that you know it all. Or something so small where you're thinking, but why is that?
[00:28:22] See, the strong man is the one with the documentation, is the one who has the legal right to enter in and to bring the others in along with them.
[00:28:29] It is not the one that is muscular. It's not the one that's big. It's probably that's the dumb one. He just should show up and to just wreck your life. That's it.
[00:28:39] But you don't understand.
[00:28:41] And so you have to start to find the intricacies of your own life and find out what the roots and the memories that are causing these issues in your life to spread split and to cause you to be a divergent person and have all these other issues in life. And what are your triggers and your points? Because the enemy knows what your triggers are. They have documentation on that. They know exactly what your triggers are and they know exactly what legalities and who to bring and who, who's going to stay and how they come back. Some of us, we go to conferences and we get this freedom. We feel good, everything is great.
[00:29:13] And then we get back home, week two, three weeks later. It's like we're back in the same spot. But we haven't done any of the big things that we thought we were having deal dealing with. But then we didn't realize that along the way, maybe we had an argument with somebody along the way, maybe we had something that was triggered and we went to sleep with those seeds germinating in our hearts and we woke up hijacked and we didn't even know because our discernment is a little bit off.
[00:29:49] What I'm telling you is going to help you to get free and to stay free.
[00:29:58] Yes, you can get deliverance, yes, you can go through. But who keeps allowing for those seeds to be replanted and for those demons to take hold of those places?
[00:30:11] It's the soul.
[00:30:13] It is a part of you that is allowing a sabotage.
[00:30:19] It is a part of you that has just went its own way, in a rebellious way, unstable, A.
[00:30:38] One that doesn't like spiritualness, like Jacob.
[00:30:43] We are a generation of Jacob. We got to be those kind of people where we understand that this kind of thing is something that we have to deal with now. And we have to bring in the sword of the word that's going to sharp. That is so sharp. That's going to cut the spiritual from the natural, from the demonic, from all this stuff. But the most important thing in this, in this teaching right now is that you must divide the intents and the thoughts of the heart.
[00:31:17] And you must understand where these intents are coming from and what memories are retrigging them and what these are the trees, or should I even say the manantial, the springs.
[00:31:34] These are the springs of the issues that are in your heart. Because in, in the scriptures the word soul and, and the heart, sometimes they're interchangeable. And so you don't know where it talks about the heart, where it talks about, but it's there, it's in the same place.
[00:31:54] So you got to begin to start asking the Holy Spirit to reveal to you and be willing to confront and be willing to be open in whatever he says.
[00:32:09] But it's going to be in your blind spot, it's going to be right there on your shoulder and you don't even realize it. You just have to turn around, just turn around and look.
[00:32:19] But you have to learn to let go.
[00:32:21] You have to learn to forgive. You have to learn to open that compartment so that the Holy Spirit can come in and make you whole.
[00:32:29] When he makes you whole and complete in that place you will have the fullness and the oneness of the Holy Spirit in you, filling you and you will have the ability to see. One eye, one man, one sound, one, just one. Some of us we having issues because of this splitting, because of this thing that is there.
[00:32:57] And a lot of the things that are actually happening are actually caused because of this, because of the soul and the heart being double minded.
[00:33:07] And it's really cool that when you're reading the scriptures we read just now, I'm going to read it again.
[00:33:13] How we see that they talk about this in the scriptures but we don't really realize it.
[00:33:21] Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners and purify your hearts. See, purify your heart.
[00:33:30] You double minded. So, so there's something about your hearts needs to be purified. So if it's, it's double minded because it's not purified.
[00:33:44] And when you purify no longer will be double minded.
[00:33:52] I hate the double minded, but I love your law and we're talking about the word of God. The word of God, that is the law.
[00:34:01] And the word of God is what's going to cause you to have a sin. Single mindedness, to have the perspective and the focus or the focal point on God and to do the things that God is doing and to be on God's page and to be synchronized with what God is doing.
[00:34:18] And it does not cause instability.
[00:34:21] Because the double minded or the double or the divergence or the splitting of the soul will take you in this direction, in that direction. And when you're making decision, you're making conversations with people, sometimes you don't even realize that you just shifted the gears into one of your personalities because of the defense of the memories that was triggered. Because you've already programmed yourself into thinking and doing things a certain way. Because you're saying, well, this is the way I am.
[00:34:56] This is never going to. This is the way I am. This is just the way who I am. But you don't realize that that's not who you are.
[00:35:02] This is a result of a product of a trauma that you went through that you haven't dealt with. And so you have defensive forces. And remember what a stronghold is. A stronghold could be a good or bad, but it is a fortress from which you defend the lies or the truth.
[00:35:18] What lies are you defending? Because of the way you're acting, because of the way you think and the way you react when somebody says something to you that it perceives as an insult rather than a compliment. There are people out there where you say something to them, but because of the traumas and the memories that have not been dealt with, they begin to think of it as an insult rather than something. And they react totally in such a way that you're like, what got into them? Well, exactly. That is the question. What got into them? Well, because that place has not been healed, that place is causing that personality to arise to defend the stronghold, to defend the lie. And the enemies knows this. And so they have little critters in that place that are stronghold.
[00:36:10] But those places need to be dismantled.
[00:36:13] And we need to dismantle those things today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
[00:36:20] Because it's not a one time thing. This is not a one time quickie thing. This is something that you have to begin to build new stronghold in reverse to those strongholds to fight against these other strongholds and to have them removed. It will take time.
[00:36:44] It will take time.
[00:36:48] If you want it fast, then you need the winds of violence and the fire and the consuming fire of God to happen. And most of us, we're not masochistic, but most of us, we don't want that.
[00:37:03] And I've seen how the Lord has changed me in some of the, Some of the, should I say some of the worst ordeals that I've ever had were the ones that actually made the most pure change in the washing of the water of the word. Why? Because of the fact that I had these ordeals is the reason why things got cut off of me.
[00:37:23] Because I just lay there on the tables. Okay, Lord, I'm gonna lay on the table. Go ahead and just. I'm bare right now. I don't want it, I don't like it. But you know what? I better, might as well use this fire while it's there.
[00:37:36] And you know, these things actually cause us to have issues at work, with friends, with family. We find ourselves in cycles and that's basically what is after.
[00:37:48] The enemy is after your cycle of time. Because as much as they try to do this right to your soul, your spirit is divided, your soul is divided. In this way, you become double minded. And there is this cyclical thing that happens in your life where you have the same issues at work, where you get confronted with the same things, you end up doing the exact same thing over and over, but you don't realize that you're bringing upon yourself the same issues.
[00:38:18] And you say, why is it that I, I'm always having the same problem at work? Or why is that I'm having the same issues at the school or at a school or with my family members? Well, it's because of the fact that these things, the seeds that's been planted long time ago have not been dealt with. And there is a factory of seeds in the background that are being planted every single time you uproot one, they multiply like baby skits and they lodge demonic entities. So tiny, so small you don't even see them because you're so focused on these big things.
[00:38:59] So I hope this helps somebody because there's a little bit more on that that I want to teach on. But I think right now is a good spot to stop. We are at 11, going to be 11:30.
[00:39:12] But I want you to open yourself up to the Lord. Be vulnerable to him. Allow him to come in, allow him to show you the things that you have brushed off. And you say, well, I'm just gonna brush this under the rug. But the dirt is still there.
[00:39:38] You know what I say now? It's like, why, why not clean what you have now, then wait until later. Remember, I talk about dishes. I talk about dishes all the time. I say, you know, if you don't wash the dishes right away and you just leave it either because you Want somebody else to do it or because you don't feel like doing it now, you know, it's going to be a lot harder to wash it later because the things get hard.
[00:40:02] And that's what happened to some of our stuff in our lives is because we brushed them under the rug and we thought, well, this is. With time, this thing's going to. Is going to get fixed. But we didn't realize that we just built the whole stronghold out of that small little incident.
[00:40:21] But now a surgeon has to go in there, they have to cut the old scars and they have to resow the old scars and they have to allow it to heal properly or else it's going to get infected and you're going to lose your body parts.
[00:40:38] You need to fully be used by the Lord in your entire soul, not part of it.
[00:40:48] Your entire soul. And I found out that after I had that deliverance, I could actually sit down and write for a long time. I could sit there without even grabbing my phone for a minute.
[00:41:01] I'm like, wow, how is that even possible?
[00:41:04] See, it had nothing to do with demons because you're thinking, oh, you know, but it had to deal with your soul being divided.
[00:41:12] But the thing is, it is the trigger and the key for those demonic spirits to actually have and to. To be like a. You know, it says the tongue is like a rudder. A tongue is like, it moves a whole entire body, right? And so these divergent splits have become like a tongue.
[00:41:35] They become like the rudder of a ship. They begin to move you.
[00:41:41] You understand? You're seeing, oh, this is part of my soul. See, you know, I didn't really understand the power because I'm more about, okay, let's get these demons out. Boom, they're out. Okay, now what?
[00:41:55] But we don't realize that the reason why we're back where we're supposed to be is because of the fact that our splitting of our suke of our soul has been split to pieces because of the hurts and the things that we have dealt with. But we never put them back together together. We got to put humpty back together.
[00:42:16] That is the issue.
[00:42:20] Inner healing, which is misnomer, by the way, but healing of memories and healing of the soul is necessary, Especially if you have an actual. If you have psychologists who have the spirit of God in them and who understands how these things work.
[00:42:43] And that whole amalgamation of the spirit and the. And the psychological together will help a lot.
[00:42:59] But we need to make decisions and ultimatums for ourselves that we need to change or else the enemies will begin to use those rudders and those little things against us and position us in places where we're making the wrong decisions because we're wavering left and right. We want to be here. No, we don't want to be here. Oh, I want to be there. No, I want to be there. Oh, I want to do this. I want to do that. No, I don't want to be in South Carolina. No, I want to go back to so and so. No, I want to do this. No, I want to do that. Oh, I want to write this book. No, I want to write that book. Oh, I want to do this. I want to.
[00:43:32] Unstable in all your ways, and you may actually be free of demons, but guess what? They just come and push the little button once in a while. Boom. You get upset at somebody something happened to come in and Japan, push the button and you're reacting.
[00:43:51] Why? Because your soul is not whole.
[00:43:58] 1st Thessalonians 5, 23.
[00:44:01] Be complete whole in your spirit, your soul, and your body.
[00:44:10] See, some of us, we can see so clearly the diseases of other people because it's right in their face. It's right on their bodies.
[00:44:18] Their sins is right in their body. But for some others, we can't.
[00:44:23] It's hard to see what is in the soul unless the person opened their mouth or unless you see them react to a certain thing. But it's very difficult.
[00:44:34] And some of it, it's a result of what was passed on. But there's hope. Because the issue here is we are trying to take things from Jesus that doesn't belong to us. We have to give back those hurts, those memories, and those things that we think we own, we no longer own those memories. They do not belong to us any longer. Those things are never supposed to come back to us.
[00:45:07] Delete them. Give them to God, Pass them to him. Let him have that because he has paid the price.
[00:45:16] It is finished. Which can also be translated as paid in full.
[00:45:23] Let God take these traumas and traumatic experiences that you have had when you were a child and when you grew up or in the womb or whatever it was.
[00:45:33] Give it to him.
[00:45:38] Let the Lord have what he has paid for with his own blood. And he washed us in his own blood.
[00:45:48] It's already been done.
[00:45:50] So this is what you call captives. Captives are people that are enslaved out of their own authority. It's like a bird in a cage that's already open. That's a captive.
[00:46:01] A prisoner is somebody that somebody locked them in and they can't go because there's no keys. We as Christian folk folks, we place ourselves in that place of captivity because it's out of our own will or deception that we don't even see that the gate is open. We are the birds that can fly. But yet because we don't fly, we don't know how to fly because we don't see that the door is open. We don't go outside.
[00:46:24] We don't see that the Lord Jesus has already done this. But we choose to be there unknowingly. That's what deception is.
[00:46:34] And we have to let it go. We have to let go of the responsibilities and fake responsibility. These are fake responsibilities that we say we have, but we don't, that we shouldn't have.
[00:46:45] We have to let these things go.
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